DarkwolfeAlpha

since my last journal lot,s has happened been in and out of the hospitol due to the worsening of my heart it,s under 50% *fluctuating between 15% and 40%* my kidneys are doing better and my depressions been a bit worse since my dog rose passed away due to cancer ,it,s been bitterly cold here and saw lots of ice and snow for the first time since i,ve been here thankfully it,s warmed up but now i,m dealing with a cold

last night at 4 A.M some homeless person who had been kicked out of the park broke into my tralier  ,i,d just gotten to sleep after 48 hr of not being able to sleep tore up my kitchen and when he saw me was like *shhhhhhhh* come outside quick someone was trying to kill you by setting your trailer on fire * get outside nobody out there what does he do laughs maddly hugs me repeatedly asks if i have a cigerette and a lighter then leaves needless to say i didn,t get back to sleep last thing i need is a freak like that in my house at night or any time for that matter

the tumor was removed but the day they said i could pick her up they found more tumors on her tyroid and where having a hard time building her blood back up so i was told she likely has only a week maybe two at the most so they requseted i sign her into their care so they can give her pain meds when the time comes ,as hard as it was i did it out of my love for rose she has air conditoning there gets a much higher quality of food then i could afford and as i say if she starts having pain they can give her things for it i can call them anytime to get a ride to go visit her and when she passes they will pay for cremation and give me her ashes, right now i have something to ask though i hate to i am out of funds on my phone and need it badly not only to keep up on rose but for contacting my own drs i,m desperate so if some one could get $20 into my paypal i,d be gratefull it,s dark.darkwolfe2000@gmail.com  i need to keep in contact so i know how  rose is and be able to see her while i can i am very sick at heart right now she,s the only  companion i have  

hello i have a request my dog rose going in wed to have a tumor removed and i would like people to pray for her that she makes it through and that the cancer hasn,t spread  she,s all i have and i dread the thought of losing her thank you for any support you can give  

hello just a note to say i,m still around though i,ve been having alot of problems with my health  mainly with my heart   ,right now the big thing is trying to get my dog rose tended to  ,i,m seeing about getting help getting her operated on she has a growth on her belly which has me worried