since my last journal lot,s has happened been in and out of the hospitol due to the worsening of my heart it,s under 50% *fluctuating between 15% and 40%* my kidneys are doing better and my depressions been a bit worse since my dog rose passed away due to cancer ,it,s been bitterly cold here and saw lots of ice and snow for the first time since i,ve been here thankfully it,s warmed up but now i,m dealing with a cold